Oh Lewis so sorry to hear of your heartache, Arillas has helped a lot of us during the dark times and i'm sure it will do the same for you. It's hard that your holiday won't be what you expected it to be but at least you can spend extra special time with those who love you most and won't let you down - your mum and dad,! You are a sensitive and handsome lad and there is some lucky girl out there who will appreciate what she has. Meantime chin up and just relax, you'll meet that someone really special when you are least expecting it!!
Sandra and Jim